give up...

I give up a lot of things just to achieve a simple thing...

Crying Heart...

You can shed tears that she is gone,

or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,

or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,

or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,

or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her only that she is gone,

or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,

be empty and turn your back.

Or you can do what she'd want:

smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

frienz...

Recently i recall of a friend of mine who passed away few days ago..
Everytime i recalled..i just can't understand why......
She..who fight so hardly for her sickness..suddenly 1 day the illness become more and more terrible..
Just before that i saw her shopping in spring with de happy smile on her face..
Not yet encourage her but being encourage her for my studies..haha..she said hope and believe is important after all..we need to live with every positive way and thinkings..
After a few months,a huge shock of her illness suddenly turned bad in singapore then we all pray for her hard enough to stay all day in church..
But..1 day early in the morning,my phone busted with missed call and messages of her news..
I jumped of ma bed with full strength..thinking wad on earth can this be happening!?
I still can't believed my dear friend just passed away like this......

Life..really is fragile..although i'm dont have any of the nature illness..but the damage i have during every single sports that i have such as basketball,badminton,volley,swimming,running really make me suffer everyday..expecially JUDO..the damage would never disappear if i still breathing..from the damage i'm playing judo such as knee damaging,both arm dislocate,back damage,finger pain and more,is still following me even i'm don't play for so long..
Recall back then although suffer from those things,i still train hard to represent SUKMA for the glory of SARAWAK..btw,is 2008 SUKMA in Terengganu..
what bout 2010 SUKMA for MERLAKA?i'm in TAIWAN preparing for my EXAM man!so SUX!
I wan play also can't,i'm sure this time if i go sure got MEDAL and reclaim SARAWAK GLORY..
Don't believed?see this 'http://www.theborneopost.com/?p=38688'
Evidence for my importance of SWK judo! haha dont underestimate me for being a prawn leg..i'm still on borneopost news even i'm not in kch!lol!even in other state they still feared the name Ting Chin Woon!although they always spelled wrong lol -.-
Now i'm just an old man resting in house only,its boring of staying at home dude!o0o!
Can't realli think of a place to go o anything..wan watch movie with frienz also can't..why?they always finished watching all of them!ROAR!!!Behsong chin!
Fine life is always like that,i've to get used to it......

For my dear lovely friend from the top,i pray for god that he would giv you the most comfortable place for you in heaven,that you would never suffer again..no more pain,no more suffer,always the U smile on your face.. =')
i promise i will go to church every week to pray,just can't find a suitable church..that's all..lol..

far toooooo bored..

Yesterday is the most 'boredess' day in my life..
How so?
I bath 4 times yesterday!
1 time in de morning,1 time in de afternoon and 2 times in de night...
morning 10am wake up,go bath,then lie on ma bed,then suddenly slp again..
after tat i bath in de afternoon to go school coaching kids..
then night bath again,to clean my odd smell and sweat..
after tat i go outside my balcony to blow de bored wind..
who would really tot tat de 'bore' wind bring de sux 'rain' towards my direction!
then i myself bopian need to bath again -.-
i prepared nt to bath as realli lazy after tat..
but last nite my dog frien come back frm his 'cruelty farm working' then he jio lim teh..
so also bopian ned to go c him also haha